[ would he still feel that way, knowing that she is only defending her pride? that she does not want to admit that john doesn't need her forgiveness, when she has already forgiven him? because she cannot help but forgive him? but she accepted the challenge anyway, claims to defend against needing to forgive, all for the chance at being his family. the chance to earn the love that she didn't feel from him while she was searching for murphy. ]
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[ would he still feel that way, knowing that she is only defending her pride? that she does not want to admit that john doesn't need her forgiveness, when she has already forgiven him? because she cannot help but forgive him? but she accepted the challenge anyway, claims to defend against needing to forgive, all for the chance at being his family. the chance to earn the love that she didn't feel from him while she was searching for murphy. ]