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see reason

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Fuck reason.

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if murphy had been there he would be dead

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But he wasn't.

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he could be next time

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Not if we do things my way.

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your way will kill you

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And I'll come back.

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no
i do not want this

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What if I can reduce the risk?

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how

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We just take a small part. Somewhere in the lower back.

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this does not sound less dangerous

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It'll hurt but the damage won't be as serious as trying to take the whole thing. And even if the worse happens, I'll probably just ...wake up like last time.

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i did not like last time

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I didn't like it either.

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i hate this

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It won't be permanent.

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i will try something else first

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Someone suggested meditation to me once.

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i have heard this
i dont understand it

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What it is or how it works?

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how to do it
i cannot be still and think of nothing

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You're not meant to think of nothing.
Remember that grounding technique we talked about? Five things you can see, four you can feel, three you can hear, two you can smell, one you can taste. Similar principle.

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i forgot
when i was talking to gabe